Friday, January 27, 2012

WOoooW! New Life!! 2012.

I haven't written that much, actually I was a little bit lazy to share new infos and new stuffs...have had lots of adventures recently and I just need time to upload everything. To start the year right, I will share what my horoscope foretells me for this 2012.

(My mom reading the Chinese calendar)
Mom: Wow! I'm lucky this year!!! (continues reading...) For your sister, she will have a goodluck this year...blah...blah....blah... (reading..)
Me: (wasn't paying attention, I was looking at something on the internet)
Mom: You're year of the boar right?
Me: (nods)
Mom: ayyyyyyyy...not good...  this 2012 you're not lucky....
Me: don't read anymore, it's enough to know that I'm not lucky. (back of my head) yeah right.

I'M NOT LUCKY THIS YEAR!
My answer to this Chinese Zodiac----to hell! I don't care. I really don't believe on this lucky signs or not it's still up to me whether I'll have a fruitful year or not.  Besides, I have seen a lot of rainy days for me so I guess it's really up to me to make everything all right.  =)

So much for this...well to make my life entertaining and fruitful I promised that this year would be all about myself.  I recently just quit my job and I'm just enjoying the time with myself practically not doing anything as of the moment.  I need to review for the board exam which is in March but then I am not starting to review at all.  I am obsessed watching Koreanovelas and I am glad that I am getting addicted to it because it is my salvation during the darkest hours and times of my life, when I was on the verge on giving up on love. Moreover, I was able to realize the purity of love itself.  I was able to understand that life just goes on as it should be that it is undeniable and inevitable to experience pain and through it we learn.  Its easier said than felt.   I am now an official fan of Jang Geung Suk and Lee Min Ho!!! I am finally back on track, I feel that I am on my teens again sometimes I am thinking if this is just my own defense mechanism against the things that I am afraid of like being alone but then I felt good, I never felt light like this since my highschool days back then when I was obsessed with BSB or Backstreetboys and with Vic Zhou Yu Min of F4 and Legolas of LOTR and Jo In Sung of the classic.  My new obsession made me hope that someday my love will come and all I have to do is to know the right signs and follow my heart and instincts, that I should not give up on love. 

So here you go.  A brand new me all for 2012.  Everyday is a new day to start and put the past behind and that's what I'm going to do that I haven't evaluated for a long time to achieve my goals, set it straight and to love myself once more, well that's the way it should be as I've said easier said than done!!!

Hope for the best!!

AJA! Fighting!


xoxoxoxo

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